March 24, 2009

Trying to describe what Mania does

How does someone describe what mania is? Does this picture show it?



Does that picture show the racing mind? The extreme anger that you can feel in a second? How there is irritation at so many things in your life. Because your mind is racing, and you can't sleep, and you just feel so bloody irritated.

To me, mania is a car engine racing. The foot flat to the floor, for a long long time. The shuddering, the noise and the never ending push of fast thoughts. A good description of mania is here, at Wikipedia

Symptoms of mania include rapid speech, racing thoughts, decreased need for sleep, hypersexuality, euphoria, impulsiveness, grandiosity, and increased interest in goal-directed activities.[3] Mild forms of mania, known as hypomania, cause little or no impairment, but some people who suffer from prolonged hypomania may develop full mania.

Another symptom of mania is racing thoughts during which the sufferer is excessively distracted by unimportant stimuli. This negative experience creates an inability to function and an absentmindedness where the manic individual's thoughts totally preoccupy him or her, making him or her unable to keep track of time or be aware of anything besides the neurological pattern of thoughts.

Manic symptoms include irritability, anger or rage, delusions, hypersensitivity, hypersexuality, hyper-religiosity, hyperactivity, impulsiveness, racing thoughts, talkativeness, pressure to keep talking or rapid speech, and grandiose ideas and plans, decreased need for sleep (e.g. feels rested after 3 or 4 hours of sleep). In manic and hypomanic cases, the afflicted person may engage in out of character behavior such as questionable business transactions, wasteful expenditures of money, risky sexual activity, abnormal social interaction, or highly vocal arguments uncharacteristic of previous behaviors. These behaviors increase stress in personal relationships, problems at work and increases the risk of altercations with law enforcement as well as being at high risk of impulsively taking part in activities potentially harmful to self and others.


Yah, that's it. Words, and a picture to tell you what I feel. Why I need the medication I use. Why I need the meditation.

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